hard to believe

too hard to believe, nggak tau harus ngomong gimana, nggak tau harus berkata kata seperti apa lagi. speechless..

All the things that I've hide for a years, the fact, it's useless, he has known what I've been done. And he knew it all from my best friend. It's better than I done it..
But I'm sure I shouldn't take any stupid decision, just need to calm my self down and choosing the best decision from the both.